whoever she is .

marina concert this weekend,
 

debating on paying molly a visit.
♥

it was 4/20 a couple days ago and i noticed i didn't think about you one bit.
weird how things change over years?
 

hope all is well. :)

Hey, um. just stopping by to tell everyone that i'm alive, if anyone still cares. :)
 
I turned 18 last thursday, so I can legally do shit i've been doing before. um.... i graduate in a couple months, I don't know what the hell i'm doing with myself.
 
oh & i'm seeing maroon 5 next friday.
 
bye.
:)

hi
 

happy new years everyone.

hi.

i'm getting a scar from the top of my neck to my lower back.
 
i'm missing the first month of my senior year.
 

i've bought 10 books in the past two weeks.
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i might go to the VMA's just to see one direction again.
 
what's new with you ?

i need to write my summer bucket list somewhere.
so i decided.... why not here ? :)
 

- fall in love
- send a message in a bottle
- never hesitate
-plant a tree
- watch a sunrise and sunset on the same day
- doodle on a pair of white shoes
- get tan...er
- buy 29834892348 bathing suits
- make a "honk if you ____" sign & USE it.
- tell jack barakat that he likes thrusts
- ask alex gaskarth to marry me
- dye my hair
- go vegetarian for the whole summer
- walk around in my buzz lightyear wings
- get my diana camera
- make a mixtape
- chase an ice cream truck
- go thrifting
- start drawing again
- be nicer to people
- go to the park and spray paint on a wall
- dedicate a day to watch disney princess movies
- go to disneyland and kiss a prince
- go to the city and take picturers of strangers, put them in a scrapbook with their favorite quote.
- have a paint fight while wearing all white
- confront a stranger & tell him he's cute
- buy a turtle & name it waffle
- see justin bieber
- don't care what other's think
- make tie dye shirts
- buy my new camera & take millions of pictures
- go out to a small town & wear a free hugs shirt.
- midnight premiere of Batman
- go to the beach at least once a week
- have a water fight
- kiss a stranger
- get more henna tattoo's. :)
- tell a boy i like.. that i like him.
- meet everyone i want to see at Warped
- jump the stage at the 1D concert
- start my own garden
- get my little bug :)
- give someone a chance
- have no regrets.
 

 
✌✌✌
 
*i'll probably add more.

four.
fucking.
years.
 

 
amazing to think that this place actually began to take control of my life. just everything that happened here... i regret a lot. i really do. because some people here still fucking haunt me. and it's a terrible feeling.
 
i'm happy now.
i really am. :)
 

but then you always run into that certain song... or quote and BOOM. you come back into my life. & to think that you don't give a two shits anymore.
 
& this is not just to one person . it's to various people.
 

okay. i miss some of you guys. i really do. i don't care if you did something bad, or lied. i just wish i could know you're ok.
 
i just want to know you're ok.
 

p.s. walter. if you ever see this.
you're the best pirate that has ever came into my life.
 
much love. xoxo diana marie.
aka captain napoleon *salazar.

you know when you have those shitty days, & you always seem to come back to that one special person.
 

what the fuck. i hate this. i hate you
and everyone . this place sucks,
i haven't been on in years, & it still haunts me.
 
fuck you, for leaving me when i needed you the most.
 
everyone.
 

goddamnit .

k. so my flight is tomorrow night.
 
can't wait to get this shit started.
 

- i'm in definite need of a break.
from the idiots of this city/ reality.
 
:)